[原创] 埋葬First Love初恋

　　　　　Gem**** was the first person of the opposite sex that had caught my notice
Gem***** (这个名字是我送他的) 曾是第一个引起我注意的异性，
The first person that had made me love somebody else as much as myself.
第一个使我爱像爱自己一样爱别人，
The first person that had made me sexually aware.
第一个唤起我性意识的人，
The first person that had aroused my adoration for the opposite sex.
第一个引起我对异性爱恋的人 ，
Nevertheless,when he was around,I felt happy and desired to do all I could for his.
然而，当他在我身边时，我感到高兴，竭尽全力为他做我力所能及的事情，
　That my real state of mind,and that was also something bestowed on me by his.
这是我当时的真实想法，也是他所给我的东西

We were very much in love.
我们热恋了。。。




　　　　　At that moment,he told me our love would last forever.
　　　　　那时他说我们的爱会持续到永远
And I swallowed the whole story hook,line,and sinker.
我完全相信了整个谎言
More than two years。。。 两年多
Tears。。。 泪花

I thought he loved me,but really I was deceiving myself.
我以为他是爱我的，但事实上，我是在欺骗自己
And he tried to conceal the truth about her
他对我隐瞒她的事 。。。cohabitation(同居)
But the happiness was theirs,I had nothing...
但是快乐是他们的，我什么也没有。。。
I felt cheated really。。。
我感觉真的受骗了

Tears。。。 泪花
When I look back at the past and think how much time has been wasted in　vain,
　　　　　　　　　　 回首往昔，想到那么多的时光白白浪费，
how much time was lost in delusions,in errors,in idleness,in ignorance of how to live,
　　　　　　　　那么多的时间浪费在错觉、过失、懒散以及对于生活的无知中，
how I did not value time,
那时的我没有珍惜时间，
how often we sinned against our heart and spirit--My heart bleeds.
也经常违背自己的心灵和精神－－想到这些，我的心在滴血
Tears。。。 泪花

I ,too,felt very sad ,picturing in my mind his leaving ,but ,meanwhile,somehow remained very clam like a big stone weighing on my heart had been removed.
我当时觉得很难过，脑子里都是他离开的影子，但同时又似乎很平静，仿佛心头上的一块大石头已经搬走了。

My love was gone。。。
我的爱已离我远去了

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